The reason why I’m relaunching my Youtube channel is because I miss it. That’s it. I simply miss the challenge of pushing myself to show up in front of a camera and talk about my thoughts and feelings. I had one last year but school was extra busy and it was something that was not tangible at the time.
But here I am again!
There’s something so much more intimate and real about using video to connect. It’s a whole lot of work but I can’t think of a better way to showcase what I’m passionate about while also bringing you into my life.
I want my experience to encourage another to also find their voice and show up too.
Yes. I’m most likely not going to end up with millions of subscribers and it could be a total flop. I’m an optimistic person but I’m also someone who’s a realist. The chances of making big bucks on Youtube is pretty slim. The stats are all there. But I’m not doing it for that (I mean it’d be nice but I’m not doing it for that) . I just can’t imagine myself spending my days in any other way. To be able to create, share and connect is why I wake up everyday. That and of course green smoothies do the trick too.
I’ve allowed my creativity to be pushed to the side for so long because I thought that I could never be “successful” doing it. I thought no one would take me seriously. I thought it was something that was unimportant because there are better ways to spend my time (making money etc etc). But nowadays, I can’t imagine myself spending my time anywhere else. When I allowed myself to express my creativity through my writing and (dare I say) instagram, I felt empowerment. To be able to simply be myself and then encouraged through kind words and encouragement from a community of like minded people. That, my friend, is priceless.
So yeah, Youtube might be another flop but who cares. I’m here, I’m showing up and as long as I’m having fun with it, I’m going to keep creating.
Every month, I’ll be dropping new videos every other Wednesday with a blog post (so twice a month OR more if I find the time).
I’ll still be posting every week on my blog but videos are only twice a week. I just want to clarify that!
Thanks for reading, and just like any other good Youtuber would say:
“like, comment and subscribe!”
lotsa love,
Bella
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